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Journal Entry: Fri Apr 11, 2008, 10:36 PM
Yep... Just like the title says.

I'm out for a while folks... haven't been doing art at all after I got my job. I'm starting to regret it, and at the same time not minding it anymore. Every time I put a grocery item into a bag I regret not wanting to draw anymore... but then again I want to... but I can't. I don't have time, I don't have the sacrifice... and I don't have satisfaction. The ideas never cease to haunt me, my characters, my stories... they're still there... somewhere. I hope to awaken them somehow sometime, but for the meantime I need to lay low and live like the working ant. The working ant with no life, no soul, just work.
I've always feared when this period would come where I would have to fully dedicate my time to society as means of change. Not saying I don't joke around to try to spice up the boring 8 daily 40+ weekly hours... but the jokes are just jokes, and real life hits... it hits HARD.

I'm raising funds for a very interesting life... something extraordinary will happen in the next couple of months... something that'll change my life as well as someone very dearly to me. With all honesty, I don't know what I'm doing... but it's not knowing that'll get me there. I think.

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As far as art is concerned, I'll just stick around with the random sketches for a while... I'm sick and tired of drawing and fully finishing shit. It's just not for me. It's not satisfying, at least that's what it really felt like... I drew to the point where my art wasn't fun anymore. It was something to do, and look at... and I hate it... When I look at something I draw, I want to be reminded of how much I loved doing it... I don't want to think of how bad it sucked to do, but how great it looks in the end, because in the end (to me) it doesn't matter what it looks like... as long as I feel complete.

Just before I kind of stopped doodling, I was going all out comics and cartoon character-like into my art. Hence my label (comic artist) being pressed into the minds of those who critique my art. To be real honest, I think drawing line work is something that is very dead... I can bring motion into things... but it's not enough... I want to break free.



I wish I could draw like that everyday. Maybe just on the side... and do comics on the other... I don't know, I feel I got a story to tell (everyone does). I was just tired of wrestling with myself to post results here to be compared to everything else. I don't want to be compared, just concealed... just for now.

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If you haven't heard from me lately, don't worry, not even my family has really heard from me in weeks. I haven't really talked to or seen my friends in a while. Everything is a blob of confusion, and it's going to be that way for a while... and in the meantime, all the little free time I have will be dedicated to what makes me feel best, and if you can't guess what that is, just assume.

I heart all of you people who have been checking out my art this far... and all the messages and everything... I'll probably come back and look at what some of you may reply to this... I'm not sure I'll comment though. Too tired. Of typing. Of reasoning. Of pixelated nothing.

here's a pretty cool fan art someone did from me...
[link]

Lucas out.

  • Mood: Tired

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: None, wondering around the planet.
  • Interests: Sonic the Hedgehog, Megaman, Ninja Gaiden. Anything fast enough to keep my attention.
  • Favourite movie: Kung Pow, The Monster (Roberto Benigni), The Perfect Score, did I say the Protector?
  • Favourite band or musician: Muse, Amon Tobin
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Techno/Funky Electronica - anything that keeps me rollin' at night
  • Favourite artist: Tony Jaa - perfect Martial Artist... embodiment of motion :)
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dagj
  • Favourite photographer: Fairy Ellen/Sam Schwartz/Whea's bro and Mandy!
  • Favourite style or digital art: Tablet PC - Pencil mostly. Linework related stuffs.
  • MP3 player of choice: Anything besides iPods.. because I believe one day, they will come alive, and kill a lot of people.
  • Shell of choice: For Tacos? Softshell by far... with hot taco sauce!!!! :D
  • Wallpaper of choice: One where Tony Jaa kicks the shit out of everything...
  • Favourite game: Oldschool Sonic/Sonic Adventure 2/Ninja Gaiden
  • Favourite gaming platform: Sega Dreamcast/Genesis
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sonic the Hedgehog, Venom, Megaman, Axel (STREETS OF MOTHERFUCKING RAGE!!!)
  • Personal Quote: "Humans are like Spongues, they suck everything up" - fellow worker at taco johns
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, Pencil and more Pencil. Some oven baking clay...

Devious Comments

~Humanis:iconHumanis: 1 day 19 hours ago
bro !!!! how are youuu ! long time !

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smell like death....[link]
~xluvmexrabitx:iconxluvmexrabitx: 3 days 21 hours ago
hey lucas!

how are you doing?

i was wondering, do you have a subscription to deviantart...or actually are you selling any of your work through deviantart prints?

i was thinking about doing that.
*revesburger:iconrevesburger: 4 days 6 hours ago
:poke: to fazendo Kung Fu ^^
*CrazyAsian1:iconCrazyAsian1: 6 days 1 hour ago
u__u

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O CRAP ITS MEGATRON!
FORM THE PHALANX!!!!
~Sarafinagirl:iconSarafinagirl: May 10, 2008, 2:01:57 PM
I like you because of who you are to me...A true friend.












And if I don't get this back I'll take the hint.













Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you.











Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 PM tomorrow.











It could be anywhere -- AOL, Yahoo, outside of school, anywhere.











Get ready for the biggest shock of your life.












Please send to 15 people in 15 minutes.

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*CrazyAsian1:iconCrazyAsian1: May 5, 2008, 9:00:46 PM
dude where ya been? XPPP

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O CRAP ITS MEGATRON!
FORM THE PHALANX!!!!
*revesburger:iconrevesburger: Apr 13, 2008, 9:29:40 PM
vi lá ^^

aparece aew quando der ^^
btw top com meu CC já... quando tiver um tempo pra fazer umas comissions dá um toke ^^
~Wilpedlil:iconWilpedlil: Apr 12, 2008, 4:05:12 AM
thanks for the fave. happy you like it:D

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random strangeness
=Brazilian-Ninja:iconBrazilian-Ninja: Apr 11, 2008, 10:43:20 PM
maybe I blocked you earlier... it doesn't matter anymore...
um... I'm not here *waves

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~CaptainDragonshit:iconCaptainDragonshit: Apr 3, 2008, 11:04:07 AM
havent talke to in a while dude

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aw fuck... my brain fell on the floor and little hair got stuck on it.....its worse than the time i dropped in the toilet
~psychedelic-system:iconpsychedelic-system: Mar 29, 2008, 5:03:35 AM
I can't stare but I can do this...:hump:
~psychedelic-system:iconpsychedelic-system: Mar 28, 2008, 2:04:29 PM
i don't get your stare??....why so???...I am maybe doing colab with captain dragonshit...LOLz
~psychedelic-system:iconpsychedelic-system: Mar 28, 2008, 5:49:30 AM
I am calling you weeman...
~psychedelic-system:iconpsychedelic-system: Mar 24, 2008, 11:56:23 PM
omgz....weeman is better...lol...kidding....wayman
~YamiBroly777:iconYamiBroly777: Mar 24, 2008, 6:20:20 PM
Back from "The Shadows of Death;" how you've been doing?

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